Having more time to reflect on my mistakes due to the lack of social life, I am finally coming to hate myself. I have become ignorant and a selfish cunt. When I felt someone getting close I ignored them without explanations. The second person that came close I just shot them down with the college bullshit, I fucking hate this, I hate myself. I don't want to toy with anyone's emotions, but why have I already hurt two people along the way?
Have I become that destructive hurricane? Have I become the reason hurricanes are called after names? Yes I fucking have. Without even realizing it.
Note to self: I won't get close to anyone again until I completely heal.
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