Normal. Normal. Normal
4th Period: I got the lowest test score in my class HAHA and How do I know this? The teacher told the whole class I had the lowest score. Of Course this put my already non-existing self esteem in a dangerously level of below zero. I spent the whole day pretty gloomy and thinking "ugh I am stupid. I am not worth anything, I actually am trying this time and I still get the same result WHY EVEN BOTHER" You know the usual sad thoughts.
On this day there was also going to be a Pep Rally at the end of the day. me being in the state I was I did not go. I went into the orchestra room to pick up my violin and leave to walk home. BUT That's when I saw that The Prodigy (My Best friend small brother) and The Satanist were there also. I also realized that the satanist was trying to squeeze himself into a violin locker (They are thin but long). Since he is small he had a chance at going all in but no he could only go in halfway before his shoulders didn't manage to fit. Then he tried to go in head first in the locker and said "okay guys if I start screaming you will pull me out. Okay?" and me and The prodigy said "we got you fam". He went in then he yelled "nope. PULL ME OUT". So of course we did. Then The Satanist got his violin and The Prodigy got his cello to practice their music and since I am in first violin the Satanist (he's 2nd violin) asked if he could see my music and I said "Sure". They started playing my music while i watched them struggle (since it's usually hard music). Then The Satanist asked "Hey do you have the song Memory?" and I said Yes I do. He went to look for it in my binder and found it The prodigy and the satanist both started playing and I couldn't help but smile because THAT is one of my favorite orchestra songs.
In my orchestra the seniors have a tradition on the senior's last orchestra concerts they have to play the song "memory: as a goodbye song. Last year The Best friend graduated so you can imagine the crying that happened when they played their goodbye song. Ever since then I've held this song in a special place and this year will be my turn to say goodbye with that song. Which is sad in a way, I will truly miss my friends in orchestra (most of my friends now in orchestra are sophomores). This, My last year, I can honestly say that orchestra is my home I finally feel like I fit in orchestra (AFTER 3 YEARS WOW).
Anyways my thought process was interrupted by The Satanist "Can i borrow it PLEASEEE ?!??!" and I said "Yes but you better give it back because I also love this song" and then he replied with "OH MY GOD THANK YOU". Then we started to leave because the pep rally was over, other people came in to pick up their instruments and some had lost their voices in the rally. Our orchestra teacher came in and told us three "Well I see you guys aren't Pep rally people. Why?" and The prodigy said "Because playing music is better than losing my voice". HAHA.
This was the first time where orchestra has actually made my day better I no longer was walking around with a sad face instead I was smiling for sharing those simple but fun moment with those two.
(It's been a week he hasn't given it back, ugh)
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